Think carefully before you spit into that test tube for Ancestry.com or any of the other genealogy sites. Dani Shapiro took it all lightly, but she was traumatized by the results. She writes of it inInheritance: A Memoir of Genealogy, Paternity, and Love. 

I’m not spoiling the story by writing about it. I’ve seen Shapiro on television talking about her book and the results of her DNA analysis. Dani’s husband, Michael, said he was going to take one of those DNA analysis tests. She agreed, and months later, they finally got around to spitting in the tube. Then, she forgot about it until the results came back. Dani’s father wasn’t her father. Her half-sister wasn’t related to her at all. All the Orthodox Jewish relatives she could name for five generations back were not her relatives. Dani Shapiro felt as if she had lost her identity.

Dani Shapiro is a writer, and her husband is a journalist. It didn’t take him long to find answers. From one sentence her mother once said, and a “first cousin” who showed up on Ancestry, Michael figured out the story, connecting Dani’s story with her biological father. The research and search are worth reading for yourself.

What I can mention is Dani Shapiro’s feelings of loss of identity. She had never been close to her mother, and identified with her father. She was proud of all his family and his heritage. Now, all of that was gone. Although, her ninety-three-year old aunt, when told of the discovery, was a strong woman who grabbed Dani and said, “I’m not giving you up.” But, her aunt Shirley never knew the family secret. Shapiro says, “All my life I had known there was a secret. What I hadn’t known: the secret was me.”

Dani Shapiro struggles with the truth, the ethics, and has a difficult time accepting the actions of her parents. But, rabbis, mentors, friends listen patiently as she struggles with the loss of her identity and her family history. Who is she now that she no longer is her father’s daughter? Who is she when she learns that when she’s fifty-four? I sometimes felt as if Shapiro was making too much of a fuss, and was acting too traumatized. Who am I to know? I’m not the one who found out I was not related to my father.

There are answers in Inheritance. There might not be answers for everyone who sends in their spit as a lark only to learn they’re not the person they thought they were. It’s a fascinating book with all kinds of questions, and few answers.

Dani Shapiro’s website is www.danishapiro.com

Inheritance: A Memoir of Genealogy, Paternity, and Love by Dani Shapiro. Alfred A. Knopf, 2019. 249p.

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FTC Full Disclosure – The publisher sent a copy of the book, hoping I would review it.